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My name is Dong Joo.
Park Dong Joo.
I'm Soo Wan.
Yoon Soo Wan.
I can't give up.
I want to show her everything again.
If I don't...
I have no right to be a father.
We never should have gone star gazing.
It doesn't make any difference whether you see it or not.
Yoon Soo Wan.
I love you.
Yoon Soo Wan.
I love you.
I'm sorry.
I didn't know.
How hard it was.
How painful it was.
I really didn't know.
I'm sorry.
She's my friend.
Come on in. Did Dong Joo tell you about me?
I'm a scary person.
Thank you for going out with my pathetic brother.
Hey, Park Dong Joo.
I want to be your girlfriend.
Really?
Then will you share your mom and Hye Joo with me?
Is that the purpose of our relationship?
Do you even like me?
I have a girlfriend!
Yoon Soo Wan is my girlfriend!
Why are...
you giving me this?
I want you to hear everything.
All the songs I love,
the things I want to tell you,
I want you to know.
So if you want me to know anything,
record it and give that back to me.
In other words, a diary exchange. For just the two of us.
What's your favorite song?
Well...
This song.
Why that song?
My mom liked it.
What's your favorite color?
Violet.
Your favorite food?
My mom's omelette rice.
Is it good?
You're my hope.
Study, study.
Sorry to disturb you.
What do you want to do most?
Bungee jumping.
Why do you want to jump from a building with just a rope around you?
It will feel like falling to your death.
Aren't you afraid?
That's why I want to do it.
So I can feel alive.
You'll catch a cold. Go in.
You go, too.
Okay. Go.
Do you know what the day after tomorrow is?
I do.
The observatory is closed, right?
It's Soo Wan's birthday.
We haven't celebrated her birthday in years.
But I'm telling you this year because I think she'd want you to know.
Thank you for letting me know.
If you're thankful, be good to Soo Wan.
If you make Soo Wan cry,
I'll kill you.
You're studying to be a police officer?
Yeah. Why?
Nothing.
It suits you well.
Behave.
I warned you.
Thank you.
Have faith in me.
All done.
You look pretty.
Is it alright? It's not weird?
Are you going somewhere?
Hello.
I'm leaving. Have a good date.
I got invited to a friend's house.
I'm curious who your friend is.
Why don't you introduce your friend to me, too?
Did you hear from the manager?
My weekly schedule has increased by ten hours.
He's giving me a raise, too.
I got news that a donor might appear.
Since you're first in line, let's wait for good news.
It's your birthday.
Dad.
Do you think I can really see again?
Soo Wan.
I...
really want to see.
I said I didn't care if I was blind.
There was no reason I couldn't just accept it as my punishment.
But Dad, what do I do?
There's someone I really want to see.
How he looks at me.
How he smiles.
Will that day really come?
You'll see him.
I'll make sure of it.
My daughter will see again.
You'll be able to.
Dad.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday, dear Soo Wan.
Happy birthday to you.
Here.
Eat.
This is...
Dong Joo insisted, so I made it.
But what kind of food is omelette rice on a birthday?
I'll make you something good. So tell me now if you want anything.
It's okay.
I like this.
Can I taste it?
What's wrong? Is it that bad?
It's good.
Mom, it's really good. It's because it tastes so good.
It tastes just like my mom's.
See?
I told you.
Let's eat.
Eat a lot.
Eat. Let's eat.
Let's eat.
Eat a lot.
You sure ate a lot.
You ate it all.
Because it was good.
But don't I get gifts?
Hey, look here.
I made you food and now you want gifts?
Unni.
Happy birthday.
Is it a barrette?
Yeah.
She tried so hard to get a violet one. She played the game machine all week long.
It's my favorite color.
Thank you.
What about you, Mom?
You're like a debt collector.
Fine, I will.
Here it is.
From now on,
I'm going to teach you how to cook.
You just need to be careful not to burn your hands.
I recorded my recipes. So you can cook at home, too.
Is your pumpkin porridge recipe here, too? And omelette rice?
Of course.
Hey, Dong Joo!
What?
Where's yours?
I don't have anything.
What, you rascal?
Are you sitting there empty-handed?
What kind of guy are you?
I gave birth and had seaweed soup for a guy like this?
Sorry, Soo Wan.
Giving you a party and wishing you happy birthday is enough.
What more do you expect?
"Wishing you happy birthday?"
How much does your wish cost?
Is your wish worth a handbag or clothes?
Soo Wan, I told you he'd be frustrating as time went on.
It's not too late. Before you regret it,
dump him.
What kind of mother are you?
You really don't have anything?
Why would I say that if I did?
Really?
Yeah.
You dummy, Oppa.
Kiddo!
What happened?
Hye Joo smeared cake all over Dong Joo's face.
Really?
Give me a napkin.
We don't have any.
- Let's see. - Don't come near me.
Stay still. You didn't even get me a gift.
What an ugly cake.
I told you so.
Where are the napkins?
Napkins.
Dad.
Go ahead. It's okay.
I understand.
I didn't get my hopes up.
Don't worry.
What happened?
Not much.
I heard there might be a donor. I'm near the top of the transplant list.
So they told me to wait...
Then...
Can you get a transplant?
The donor changed their mind.
It happens often.
I didn't get my hopes up.
I'm going to the bathroom.
Sweetie.
It's okay to cry.
Children cry when they're upset.
That's what a mother's embrace is for.
Actually...
it was all a lie.
That I was okay.
That I didn't get my hopes up.
I really hoped and prayed this time.
I know.
Of course.
I really want to see.
You and Hye Joo.
And Dong Joo, too.
I really want to see you.
You'll see us.
Without a doubt.
Trust me.
When you can see again,
do you know what I want to show you first?
You.
You don't know.
How pretty you are.
Soo Wan.
Even if you never see again...
...know that you're a pretty girl. And that won't change.
And you have people who love you.
That won't change either.
My pretty girl.
I want to give you my eyes instead.
I wish I could.
I can't keep doing this.
I wish I could give her my eyes instead.
We're almost there.
It'll happen before the year is over.
It could even happen tomorrow. Have faith.
Director Yoon, you have to stay strong.
You're her father.
Dr. Oh.
You're so strong.
Mothers with children to protect become strong.
So you have to be strong, too.
You have to be as strong as her mother, too.
I know.
You're right.
Where are we going?
To give your birthday present.
I thought I didn't have one.
Forget it then.
No.
I like whatever you give me.
Fine, fine.
Worst case, I'll faint or die.
What?
Nothing.
Soo Wan. Hold on.
Don't take them out until I say so.
It's early summer.
The trees are green.
The sky is so blue.
Can you see the birds flying?
On either side, there is a canyon.
Below us is a lake.
The lake is emerald green.
The sunlight is so bright.
We're crossing a bridge.
Dong Joo.
What?
I can see the wind.
Yeah. Let's jump into the wind.
Are you...
...ready?
Yeah.
Yoon Soo Wan. Happy birthday.
Let's go.
What's this?
It's my most valuable possession.
Blow it.
From now...
just blow it if you need me.
Will you run to me anytime? Like Astroganger?
Sure.
I'll be Astroganger for you.
Dong Joo.
What?
Can I ask for one more birthday gift?
Fine. I'm in a good mood.
Go ahead.
Don't ever disappear...
without my permission.
Promise?
I promise.
Dong Joo.
Park Dong Joo.
Dong Joo.
You have a fever.
You're drenched in sweat.
What were you doing all night?
It's Jung Hwa.
- The person I love most in the world. - You're burning up.
You don't love me the most.
I already know I'm in second place now.
Liar Park Dong Joo.
Get up and change your clothes. Take some medicine and go back to sleep.
Oh yeah.
My deliveries.
I have to go.
Deliveries, my foot.
Take some medicine and stay in bed.
Don't go to school either.
I have to go to school.
When you're at the top of your class, it's cool to skip school every once in awhile.
Don't go.
What about the deliveries?
That's what I'm here for.
Don't move, okay?
Are you really my mom?
Jung Hwa, you sure are something.
My pretty Soo Wan.
It's your favorite pumpkin porridge today.
Eat up and stay strong.
Mom.
Her blood pressure's stable.
So lower the IV flow and bring the blood.
Are you Yoo Jung Hwa's family?
Y... yes.
What happened...
...to my mom?
It looks like a car accident.
What?
I think it was a hit-and-run.
The detective will give you the details later.
Her condition appears stable for now.
The cerebral hemorrhage might cause her to become unstable at any moment.
She needs surgery immediately.
Here you go...
Read and sign the consent form.
Surgery consent form
Surgery?
Dong Joo.
Jung Hwa.
Are you okay? Can you hear me?
What's all the fuss about?
What happened?
I was unlucky.
Are you in a lot of pain?
Of course. I collided with a car.
I don't have bones of steel.
What do we do?
I'm not dead yet. Don't worry.
Park Dong Joo.
This is just in case...
If something goes wrong...
Nothing's going to go wrong.
It's hard to talk. Don't interrupt me.
You never know what will happen.
Your father never meant to leave me like that either.
Just in case...
I don't wake up...
Don't say that.
I have two favors to ask.
Okay?
Listen up.
Take care of Hye Joo.
She has to go to the US for surgery.
You're her older brother.
You have to take the place of her parents.
It's your fault for being born first.
What do you take me for?
Do you think I'm that worthless?
You're such a great son.
I just feel bad.
And one more thing.
My eyes.
I want to give them to Soo Wan.
Yoo Jung Hwa.
Are you really going to be like this?
Don't get mad.
Okay? My baby.
Just in case. I said just in case.
Transplant recipient - Yoon Soo Wan (Age 19, Female)
Eye donation?
A car accident patient who came in earlier.
How is the patient?
Her vitals are stable,
but she has severe abdominal trauma.
If her cerebral hemorrhage gets worse, there is no guarantee.
It wouldn't be strange if she suddenly took a turn for the worse.
That can't happen.
Prep for surgery.
But...
Alright.
Dr. Choi.
Who else knows about this?
No one.
I handled it from the beginning.
Dr. Choi, forget it.
We have to save the patient first.
Why did you save me?
Why didn't you let me die with Mom?
Let me die instead, Dad. I beg you.
Let you die?
After how your mother saved you?
Soo Wan.
I'm sorry.
I was wrong.
I'm sorry.
Director, we're ready for surgery.
Okay.
Let's begin.
Soo Wan!
I got a call from the hospital.
They said to stand by. It must be good news.
Again?
It'll just fall through again.
You brat.
Don't jinx it.
God, Buddha, Mother Mary.
Please edit what she just said.
Okay? I beg you.
You beg, too.
I beg you.
Alright.
I can't be like this now. I have to pack your things.
Soo Wan.
Leave a message.
It's me.
I guess you're busy.
It's nothing. I'll call back.
Actually, Dong Joo.
I'm...
...a little scared.
Today, I'm nervously waiting for another chance for a donor.
It's scary, isn't it?
To get what I want,
someone has to lose their life.
I have to hope that someone dies.
Her blood pressure is falling.
It's 80/60.
The hemorrhage is too severe.
60/40.
She can go into cardiac arrest.
Suction.
I hate that...
I'm waiting like this.
But Dong Joo,
even though I'm this kind of person...
Don't hate me.
That's a hundred thousand times worse than being blind forever.
You won't hate me, right?
What happened, Doctor?
The surgery went well.
We can't make any guarantees yet,
but she is lucky.
So...
will she be okay now?
Thank you.
Thank you so much.
You should thank the Director.
If it wasn't for him, it would've been tough.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
Thank you.
Dr. Choi.
Yes.
Move the patient to the fourth floor.
The fourth floor?
Alright.
Thank you, Doctor.
Thank you.
Doctor.
Where?
The ICU is full.
So the Director gave special orders.
Since we still have to be careful.
Don't worry about the fee.
Yes, Doctor.
When will she wake up? I left my little sister with a neighbor.
It will be awhile.
So don't worry and go ahead.
Thank you.
The surgery was successful.
It's just a matter of time before she gains consciousness.
And...
She'll probably recall the car that hit her.
Yes.
Alright.
Yoo Jung Hwa - Se Young Hospital
Transplant recipient - Yoon Soo Wan (Age 19, Female)
Hurry.
Hurry!
It's falling further.
She's going into cardiac arrest.
Prepare the defibrillator.
Electric charge.
Epinephrine.
It's ready.
Go.
Electric charge.
That's enough.
You can't.
Let's take turns at least.
Come back.
That's enough, Director.
No.
Stop, Director.
Come back.
Stop.
Stop now.
I don't want to hurt her anymore.
Patient Yoo Jung Hwa
February 28th,
5:40pm,
declared deceased.
Wait, wait.
Wait.
Let me...
Let me do that later.
Doctor...
Thank you.
For trying so hard.
I'll never forget it.
Thank you.
Dong Joo.
You're tired, huh?
I'm tired, too.
The autopsy hasn't been officially released yet.
But as suspected, there's nothing besides the typical side effects from the accident.
Just in case, I sent the items recovered from the scene to the forensics department.
But there are no fingerprints.
Jeez...
It was a remote location and so early.
There are no reliable witnesses either.
It's a headache.
A blue colored...
...luxury car.
From what she said,
I think it might be a foreign-made car.
But in the early morning,
black looks bluish and vice versa. Okay?
There are a lot of foreign-made cars.
We don't even have a plate number.
It's tough.
So...
My mom...
We can't find...
the person who killed my mom?
It's not that we can't. It's just going to be hard.
So...
You're giving up?
Who's giving up?
Giving what up?
I'm not giving up.
I'll get him. Alright?
Do you know how many years I've eaten your mom's porridge?
I'll get him.
Okay?
Soo Wan!
You did it.
You can get surgery. They want you to come to the hospital immediately.
Thank you, God, Buddha and Mother Mary.
What are you doing? Let's go.
What if someone steals them?
Hurry up.
Dong Joo.
Dong Joo, bring me some toilet paper.
Jeez, Jung Hwa.
Can't you close the door?
You're ruining my fantasies about women.
It's wrong to have fantasies to begin with.
Women are people, too. Should we pretend we don't poop or fart?
In order to keep up your childish male fantasies?
It's all a lie.
It's a fraud.
Can't I worry about that after I fall in love?
Dong Joo.
Do you like someone?
Just finish up.
Jung Hwa.
Mom.
Mom!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, Mom.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
Min Soo, give me my phone.
Okay.
Here.
Did Dong Joo call?
I would have told you if he had.
You've been waiting.
What is that jerk doing?
Is he cheating on you?
You should go, Min Soo. You have an exam.
Okay.
I'll do well on my exam.
You do well during surgery.
I'll be right back.
Yoon Soo Wan.
Fighting!
Aunt in the US
Hi, Aunt.
It's over.
I know.
If we don't go this time,
it will be hard for Hye Joo.
Don't worry.
I'll take her as planned.
Yes.
29 missed calls, 7 text messages
Soo Wan
Dong Joo.
I'm getting surgery.
I feel like this is a dream.
I'm going to the hospital right now.
I'm scared and worried.
But I'll be less scared knowing you're waiting for me outside.
Park Dong Joo.
You won't leave me alone, right?
Soo Wan.
Yoon Soo Wan.
Soo Wan.
Yoon Soo Wan.
I'm here.
I'll be here.
You have to do good.
Okay, Soo Wan?
But Dad, what do I do?
There's someone I really want to see.
How he looks at me.
How he smiles.
Do you think I'll really be able to see him someday?
Thank you.
Special Facilities - Yoon Soo Wan
You waited a long time, huh?
I'm sorry...
...for being so late.
Soo Wan.
Yoon Soo Wan.
I...
have to go somewhere.
It's far away.
I...
might be gone for a long time.
I'm sorry...
...I didn't tell you sooner.
I'm sorry...
I'll be leaving you alone for so long.
But...
the thing I'm most sorry for...
is that I won't be next to you...
when you open your eyes.
I'm most sorry for that.
But I'll come back.
Yoon Soo Wan.
Don't forget me.
You can't forget me.
If you cheat,
you'll be in big trouble.
Wait.
With...
your pretty eyes,
you have to see my handsome face.
Wait for me.
To Soo Wan, from Dong Joo.
Are you happy now...
that your wish came true?
Let's get on the plane.
If we get on the plane, will we going flying in the sky?
Of course.
Then, will we be close to Mommy?
Yeah.
Park Hye Joo.
You're a genius.
We're going to be close to Mom.
Let's go.
No.
There's no way.
I have to go.
Go where?
Soo Wan.
Go where?
Soo Wan.
- No. - Soo Wan.
Soo Wan.
So...
Has Soo Wan calmed down?
Okay.
Good job.
Thanks, Dr. Oh.
Who is it?
It's me.
Dong Joo.
You're here.
Come in.
I'm back.
Why are you going this far?
So I can show someone.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
A fireman of course.
I'm going to save someone.
Someone will be saved.
Jung Hwa,
will I be able to see Soo Wan again?
Please go back, Dong Joo.
There was someone I wanted to find.
That means you found her, right?
Don't you know that a woman in uniform is lethal?
What's going to happen to my mom?
Your mom will be okay.
She's not breathing.
One, two, three.
Have we met before?
Mom!